Sitting naked in a dark room pondering....

I just got out of the shower and I sit at my 'puter with thoughts.

I was intro'd to this very intimate self expression a few days ago. I now have read quite a few entries and am taken aback from some of the directness that some of these men (friends of David). I knew that this (journal entries) would be good for me as it was helpful in high school when I had the "gay" problem. Now I think it is going to be helpful to get my life on track and get things accomplished so I don't feel despair next year when I turn 30 (and don't have much to show for....ugh.)

I wonder how things will be next year?

Hell I wonder how things will be next week!

All I know right now is that I count my best friends on one hand and my good friends on two. Between these hands lay my future and my present.

Gee I think I may getting off the track here??

(I guess I have decided to do a flow of consciousness....Hello high school ace honors english class! *heh*)

Well. to change the subject I'm off to get my digicam for this upcoming bear weekend....I need to remember the guys I meet and record those memories......bye