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Feb. 11th, 2012 08:39 pmthe ugly head of depression wasn't from the pretty snow etc
the pretty snow made me so happy, I realized how horrible I was feeling to begin with
:o(
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Feb. 10th, 2012 09:54 pmwith the lovely snowfall today...
...my dark horse of depression rears its head high
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Dec. 23rd, 2011 10:10 pmomg
this beer has not only hit the spot
it's pulled it's hair and scratched its eyes out!
LOL
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Dec. 3rd, 2011 11:33 pmthe ugly head head of depression rears it's head
this time at least I don't wish I were dead
this time I want a do over
progress?
hmm
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ever have one if those nights that people are prettier/handsomer that you, more successful than you, have better looking people around them, have better bodies than you, and look at you and scorn or look away?
yeah. that's where I'm at.
I wish I were dead.
I hate this feeling.
I know I have control how other people make me feel about myself. But there is a point when even logic tells you- if this many people think/act this way, are they right?
I have gone against the grain a lot of my life, but there are times when..... I'D JUST LIKE TO FIT IN AND BE ACCEPTED.
damn my brain....
I over think my life....
I don't know if I should lay down let be, be
*sigh*
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Sep. 30th, 2011 12:19 pmdone!
will know next week sometime
I am in the smallest/last group of people till decision.
we'll see!
*fingers crossed*
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did my 3rd interview on tuesday...
came to work today with an email waiting for me requesting a 4th interview... with the VP himself tomorrow!!
*faints*
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one down, one to go
Sep. 22nd, 2011 03:26 pmi do believe i rocked that interview
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unhealthy me.
May. 14th, 2011 02:35 pmdoctors appointment today.
got a new heart med for high blood pressure
and
a referral for a sleep study
looks like I might be joining the c-pap bear ranks
*sigh*
getting old and being fat sux
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Mar. 11th, 2011 06:37 amI almost felt normal this morning
still sweated last night but maybe I am finally beating this thing
been off work all week
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more tests
Mar. 8th, 2011 02:14 pmresult : bronchitis and enlarged heart. now they wanna do an EKG.
oh brother.
it's gunna show something bad I know...
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Feb. 26th, 2011 08:13 pmtomato soup & grilled cheese sandwich for dinner
it rocked on this cold gray evening
om nom nom
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