not a normal post...

[clintswan]

yeah.....tonight started with a promise of a date......

ugh

I agreeded to a "drink" date with a man that was not a bear

He explained to me that he was a non-bear that was hot for bears..........um.....ugh

that just makes me feel fat......fuck

I did NOT like him.........not because he was a non-bear......because he was a GEEK

I walked to the bar called Moby Dick's

It was a non-bear fest......I got 3 beers and 2 shots for free.......hence the werid people were out

I like men that are non-bears.....but when they are geeks......ARG!

I must say that men are weird/stupid.....

regardless......Clint still goes home alone

that is not a bad thing mind you

but still depressing...

Clint must lose weight and gain muscle mass to fit in...fuck!

Why can a gay man that is my every possible want.....reject me!??

that was a retorical question.......fuuuuck

CLINT = 0.......MEN = 17,000.......

I am not looking for a shoulder to cry on.....yet......FUCK!

Comments

could be worse ...

[henare.livejournal.com]

could have been a self-identified "chaser" (which i find kinda creepy).

[hylandr.livejournal.com]

*hug* I know exactly what you mean.Cool guys like you are easily findable online but way too far away in real life.

*hug*

[dirtyglamour.livejournal.com]

Why are you taking this as a rejection? You should be glad you went home alone if the bar was filled with weirdos, right? You escaped! ;-)

I'll help you!..

[txredneck.livejournal.com]

I'll hit on you, then you can reject me, and put a point on your side of the scoreboard. ;)

Fit In..Grrrrr

[largemilk.livejournal.com]

You can fit in...fit into me, hee, hee... and a lot more men I see and appreciate on here. Now that said, I never, NEVER felt as if I "fit in" in Dallas!! Especially not at Moby Dick (we only went there cause of there second floor terrace). But even at the so called "Bear Bars" or hangouts like TMC, I felt rejected by other bears cause I wasn't a "Muscle Bear" or had the looks of a "Porn Bear" I think that's just Dallas for ya.

My humble opinion...Fuck em all, be yourself, and THAT, that self-confinence of being just you, often attracts men who can see you for the hunk-o-man you are! And they don't have to be "chasers" Bleh!

Hugs and licks

[lthrcnk.livejournal.com]

You are fine the way u r. If u r getting attitude from someone, life is too short for it to merit your attention. Being a skinnier guy , I have felt ignored by bears. Works both ways remember hon.

[xanaducub.livejournal.com]

I am not offering you a shoulder to cry on, but...

...I am a cub that would go home with you/invite you to go home with me.

...You are welcome to cuddle up to me in bed at anytime.

...I do not think you should lose weight or change for a man, that is just not right.