French Horns

French horns catch my heart and make me gasp.

I feel like I am floating on air as I am listening to them.

There is no faster way to make me feel more comtent or cry faster than let me listen to french horns in concert with an orchestra.

Just a random thought this morning as I woke up too early and had to listen to some music.

Sentinal Event

Nothing happened.

We discussed it and........nothing happened to us.

A few things happened afterward concerning policy/procedure.

And now a few teamleaders have designs of leaving the department.

Not because they HAVE to but because they WANT to.

Politics in a hospital are way way brutal. Almost as bad as congress because we have federal laws hanging over us every day every hour.

Life goes on.

I hope well.

I feel..

my body may conform to bear culture/mores/lusts

my brain does not

openess

I am not an open person in fact.

I like to get to know a person first.

So, I guess if I am to open up here I will have to close down some posts to friends only.

Being (totally)open is an odd state to be.

Any comments?

(no subject)

on this 20 LJ'r vent thingy...

I seem to be the cryptic cutie with low self-esteem

Did I guess right?