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[clintswan]

maybe one day i will be real

being ignored is getting old

the backup friend status that i hold is getting thin

i am feeling down

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LoveYou

[caestus.livejournal.com]

Love you, Beautiful Cowboy.
Surely that's got to count for something?
Hugs

[armaroundyou.livejournal.com]

I don't know the specifics of your situation, but this entry has made me think about my own situation. It is a wonderful feeling that comes from being another person's most important. Right now, it's still quite obvious to me that LC is still the single most important person in my life. I haven't been at the top of anyone else's list for quite some time. In many ways, I think that I was afraid to risk the rank I had in order to promote myself in a new, different army of suitors. Until a month ago, I always knew that I could pick up the phone and get his attention pretty much any time I wanted. Just knowing that gave me a sense that everything will be all right. I don't have that access any more. Now I get a thrill each time the phone rings on the odd chance that he might call. The point of this? I don't know. I guess I identify with being real, being important -- but not all that important -- in the end, being sick and tired of being sick and tired, and feeling down. The few short words you collected here touched me in a way that made me want to take you in my arms and rock you to sleep.

[lfkbear.livejournal.com]

I've been there. It sucks.

HUGS

[aadroma.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry, sweetheart. I've been in that scenario~~

[vernnyc.livejournal.com]

You are such a gem! Not sure why someone would consider you a backup friend. You're cute and cuddly, and a nice guy besides. Nothing not to appreciate.

[xanaducub.livejournal.com]

If only you lived in or near Tampa, then I could hang out with you and stuff. But I do think of you often and think of you as a swell kind of guy.

[chrisglass.livejournal.com]

:(

i hope this feeling passes soon, handsome.

you're as real as clintswanning.

(((hug)))

[bearringsd.livejournal.com]

I'm there for ya bub. You make me feel special. :-)

Same boat

[ex-thehoss277.livejournal.com]

Clint

I am the same way..it seems at the last minute that someone calls me. I hate being the back up friend too. I am sick of being all alone. I am sick of no one paying me attention too.

Hugs
Wes

[fuzbears.livejournal.com]

Well odds are when you are feeling that way, I am. So always welcome to give me a hug; we both need it.

Chin up

[beary-poppins.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear you're down....
a sweet gut like you deserves more.

[bookish-cub.livejournal.com]

i'm sorry you're having such a rough time lately. i hope that things improve for you very soon. *hugs*

Just want you to know...

[darkphuque.livejournal.com]

there are lots of us who care....warm Mega hugs