i almost cried

[clintswan]

1 c-section that went well

2 vaginal birth that did not...

baby was quiet, not moving and blue as the banner of this LJ update screen

they revived it but it went str8 to the NICU to get intubated

i am a bit freeked out

Comments

[dvord-direwood.livejournal.com]

I just don't know how you can do it, and I can't thank you enough for what you do. :-)

[guysterrules.livejournal.com]

Reading your quiet and thoughtful journal every day has given me strength and hope for the human spirit. You're quite a remarkable man, Clint.

[aadroma.livejournal.com]

I must say, I don't think I could handle it. I envy that in you, nena.

[scorpiocub.livejournal.com]

you have a special gift and you give it every day over and over...breathe relax and realize you are there to facilitate what is happening. you are not responsible for it. if you are giving of your best, then be at peace with that. BIG HUG!