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[clintswan]

I can't stop crying.

There are two parts of me that are at war with one another.

The objective-logical side is making comments and recording all that is happening in my life.

The subjective-emotional side is having a field-day with my tear ducts.

EVERYTHING is setting me off. My best friend is not making eye contact with me this evening and it me in a major funk.

HELL commericla sare making me wispy and that's not countng the patriotic ones!

Calgone take me away!

I majorly need hugs...like all night long.....I need......I don't know what I need...

I'm sorry this doesn't help anyone else state-of-mind reading this...

My apologies....

Comments

[andrew-jp-reyes.livejournal.com]

::hugs::

[dancubca.livejournal.com]

we must be on the same cycle

[scottott.livejournal.com]

you are not here to make the rest of us feel better. you are here to express yourself. i wish there was something helpful to say. i think most everyone knows a great deal of what you are feeling, intimately. we each feel and sort emotions a bit differently. you will be fine, clint. you are a rare man, i think a lot of folks know that... i do. just stop and breathe and smile at the things that are worth smiling at. you may have to look for them a bit harder right now, but they are out there... i promise.

hug ya,
scott

[use2bshy.livejournal.com]

Big Hugs from Denton!!!!

Just an emotional time for us all guy, so your not alone

[westtxcub.livejournal.com]

You should know that there is no shame in feeling something. *hug*

[mattycub.livejournal.com]

We're all feeling similiar things right now Clint. And regardless, don't apologize for talking about how you feel in your own journal.

And you know, you could have asked for extra hugs at the party the other night.

*HUGS*

Shock & Grief..

[sonoranbear.livejournal.com]

Clint,

Buddy I hear ya. You're going to be fine buddy but because of the way the human psyche works it's going to be up and down for you for a while. Hell, it's going to be like that for many of us.

I thought that Thursday had been the last good cry out of me from this week but I've found myself getting misty watching old movies, seeing an old poster of the New York skyline in a deli here, heck even shlocky old sitcoms are affecting me at times.

We're all just coming out of the shock and disbelief of what happened and now the grieving processes starts for many of us. Hang in there and if you need us we'll be here.

Hugs.

P.S. I'd definitely snuggle with you all night long if that'd help. :)