Unreal reality

[clintswan]

Last night I was involved in a trauma on a kiddo that had a gunshot wound to teh orehead inflicted by his father. This was posted in Dallas news so I am not breaking any laws.

I was horrified to be apart of this incident.

The worse part was that this boy's appearance looked very simliar to a movie makeup job.

Then I was taken aback that we actually have "real" dead people in the movies these days..

It has taken me 2 days to post this as I have een repressing this visual information.

And I guess I can't cry anymore after the New York/DC attacks...

I don't know if I am dealing with this really really well or really really badly.

I guess we'll find out in the next couple of days.

Comments

wow

[use2bshy.livejournal.com]

These things seem to happen all the more frequently and I guess it just seems so impersonal anymore, like its not real.....well this post made me realize these are REAL people...How can shit like this happen...And I don't know how you can deal with things like that. Takes a special person Clint! Hang in there!

Re: wow

[clintswan.livejournal.com]

thanks bud